I used to think that I can do everything as long as I have willpower and determination. Not true.
I was reading an article on steve jobs' thoughts on living and dying, and he said this, "Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma -- which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."
Who knows what will happen in the near future. But like what he said, just follow your heart.