Just wanna run

FishBreak™
Yuze
20
Raffles Junior College
26/04/1991

February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 April 2011 May 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012







Somehow life after Italy is tranquilizing, putting him to a halt in his ventures. The feeling he gets when he first stepped into RJC today is indescribable, as though he is in a foreign place with belligerent strangers trudging past him.

What is this school to him, what is his JC life all about and where is the driving force that kept him going despite all his downs this year? He is in search of answers again; maybe he has never found them. Somebody asked him during the trip: why are you stoning and keeping quiet today? Well, he can only signal silently with a smile that he is steeped in thoughts, really. Even during the trip, the seemingly lively FishBreak is pondering about his direction in his monotonous life, after another fall, this time over an unnoticeable pebble. FishBreak has strolled around the park near the hotel all by himself that afternoon, but who knows why that camwhore who laughs and jokes suddenly has that urge to do so.

FishBreak went to a Racial Harmony event yesterday at Bishan Stadium, which completely wasted his time. Drowning himself in many, many events and stuff is not going to solve anything after all, with all the As near him.

That is followed by a chatting session with Kangster at Sembawang, walking here and there, talking about life, reminiscing the good old past when the brothers owned the HDB void decks, rammed the soccer ball hard into the wall and got scolded by the neighbouring residents. That was all that remained of his childhood. FishBreak is not a child anymore, his life no longer abounds with fun and laughter, but is filled with intense competitions. Grades and resume, are that all RJC students care about, are they what their lives solely comprise of?

Maybe FishBreak should take Kangster's advice, to drown his worries with worksheets, to erase the bad memories with a few thoughts sharing sessions.

The dream can remain that way, the dream where FishBreak breaks through his limits and soars in the sky.


FishBreak hopes that ISLE and O'Team will grant him his wishes. Wait a minute, what are his wishes?



Life's Like That

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